A very special day

After 7 yrs in a relationship, I am on the verge of being single again. After a discussion with my gf, I told her that maybe we gotta reconsider where our relationship is heading. How did we come to this stage? I am puzzled too. To think that just a few months ago, we were still discussing abt wedding.

For all I know is that for the past yr, she had not been the girl I once knew. Maybe it is because pple do change and I am not coming to terms with that. Or it may oso be that I can't trust her completely. There are of course incidents which make lost my trust in her.

To be very frank, when I was with her, I do not regard as just a gf it is more of...... a wife... Maybe that is why I am more cautious or am I just looking for xcuses now?

Seldom will I find myself in such a situation like this, where I am unable to come up with a solution. Usually there won't be a problem with me making up my mind, but now I am still unable to decide whether to be with her or to break up......

This seems like a really special day. Hope tomorrow I will be able to make a decision regarding that. Gd nite....

Unpredictable life....

Have u ever wonder, what is it like to lose someone dear?

Things in this world dun always go according to plan. So no one will know what will happen next. Have u ever thought, what will happen to the person next to you tomorrow? Life is so unpredictable.

Remember the time when I was young, there was this afternoon while I was having an afternoon nap. I dreamt of one person who is very important in my life, met with an accident. I woke up startled and I could feel my eyes welling up with tears. It got me thinking about that person. I am thinking what will happen if that very person really met with an accident and pass away. What will happen to me?

So since that day, I made a resolution to appreciate the people who is dear to me.

So I am advising whoever is reading this to treat the people around u well and not regret after the person who is dear to you pass away.

Decided to write this cause I read from the papers that someone was sent to jail for bashing up his mum. I think that person ought to know that it is that very person whom he bash up, gave him his life.

Life is unpredictable, dun live with regrets.

Playboy and Slut

Tis is my 1st post here. To think. it may also turn out to be a negative post. To start the ball rolling, wat is a male called if he had bed many women? The ans to many might be playboy. So wat is a female called if she bed many men? The ans to many might be slut.
Here comes the difference, do u pple think that a guy will actually mind being called a playboy? So wat if a gal is called a slut? I am sure she will feel insulted. The reason for a guy not minding being called a playboy is because to be a playboy u need quality/quantity - be it looks or money. So not all guys are qualify to be a playboy.
So for a gal, to be a slut is pretty easy. All she need is to be willing to spread her legs then she will be able to qualify to be a slut. Why is that so? That is because guys usually think with their small head rather than their head above. How many guys will reject a gal who is willing to spread her legs without any string attach?

So the msg to the gals out there, utimately u are the one to decide whether u want to be a slut or not? Cos the ball is in ur court.