What's the point of Life?

Spring is here and the flowers are blooming. But there is no ecstasy in me. Lately life has been a mess. How do I clean up this mess? I myself have no idea too.

What can I do to make this world a better place? No answer!!! Is surviving in this planet so difficult? The answer is yes...

I have noted something regarding the world. The people of the more wealthy and developed country seems to be more pretentious as compare to the people of the third world. Is this part of surviving skill on this planet? Aren't they tired of putting a false front?

Seems like majority of people likes to listen to nice thing said about them. So if you are an employer if an employee were to criticised your wrong doing will give him a piece of your mind?

I am mentally drained but who can I turned to? Won't it be nice to sleep and never have to wake up? There will not be any more problems, no more sadness everything will be gone for good.

What am I living for now? The answer is my parents.

When I try to reason with myself if there is any other thing worthy of me living for... There is really nothing I can think of.

As for the moment, my motivation to stay alive is my parents.

To be very honest, I really hope in future there will not be anyone who will cause me to want to carry on living after my parents.