Thursday, October 06, 2005

A very special day

After 7 yrs in a relationship, I am on the verge of being single again. After a discussion with my gf, I told her that maybe we gotta reconsider where our relationship is heading. How did we come to this stage? I am puzzled too. To think that just a few months ago, we were still discussing abt wedding.
For all I know is that for the past yr, she had not been the girl I once knew. Maybe it is because pple do change and I am not coming to terms with that. Or it may oso be that I can't trust her completely. There are of course incidents which make lost my trust in her.
To be very frank, when I was with her, I do not regard as just a gf it is more of...... a wife... Maybe that is why I am more cautious or am I just looking for xcuses now?
Seldom will I find myself in such a situation like this, where I am unable to come up with a solution. Usually there won't be a problem with me making up my mind, but now I am still unable to decide whether to be with her or to break up......
This seems like a really special day. Hope tomorrow I will be able to make a decision regarding that. Gd nite....